Biography of ProClifo
I don't have a social life. I don't ever go out of my house, except for these things;
1: When I go to school.
2: When I buy useless candy in the store.
3: Family birthdays and other celebrations.
4: My summer job.
Most of my life is in front of the computer. I'm socially awkward in real life, but on the Internet, I act like a rat. I guess the reason I don't hang around people is because I spend too much time on the computer. I don't get to know people that well, and I don't know how to be social.
I try to keep my personal identity hidden on the Internet, but people seem to find out anyway.
Whenever I get banned or infracted on the forums or the games, it's completely random whether I feel bad or good. Sometimes I feel bad for always coming up with this stupid shit, and other times I just laugh because it's a part of my 'character' to act like this.
Every day I tell myself that I won't get banned again, and I that won't get a new infraction, but somehow I manage to pull it off anyway. Some infractions aren't predictable, like the "PR2 Research Project" thread I made a few days ago. I figured it would have been fine since other threads that I made in the past weren't worth any infractions, like the "PR2 Rules Misunderstood" thread.
Anyway, I'm not gonna complain about my infractions, because I know that it's my fault for pushing the limit as far as it can possibly go.
I often make blogs apologizing for what I've done. Whatever I post on the forum is completely dependent on what mood I'm in. Sometimes I'm just in a humorous mood and I just feel like messing around on the forums by creating funny troll threads like "Platform Racing 4 Release Date" and "PR2 Rules Misunderstood," and sometimes I make pointless drama about mods and other staff members, like the time I made a thread about demodding ASilva93. A few hours later, I'm in a completely different mood and I see that my behavior was completely childish and immature. Then I make an apology blog.
Sometimes I wish I could quit JV forever to improve my grades and social life. I try forcing myself, and one time I tried posting porn in order to get banned. However, it was Jiggmin who first saw my thread, so he's lenient as always and just put me in a not banned status. I continued by posting porn in Village Games, which is when I finally had a 10-day ban by Amayzingman. I know that I'm pretty lucky to still be on the forum. If someone like ASilva93 saw it first, I would have been permanently banned.
My relationship with PR2 has been a weird experience. I've probably gotten myself permanently banned over five times now, but somehow I manage to pull myself out of it every time. I tell myself all the time "this time I won't get banned," but I somehow screw up my chance all the time.
I'm a person who tries to learn from my mistakes, but it doesn't quite happen. Every time I tell these lies to myself that I'm going to improve, I'll eventually do the same thing again and again. This is just like in real life. Every time I don't study hard enough for a test, I try to learn from it and study harder next time, but the same things happen over and over again.
Will I ever learn from my experience before it's too late? Only time will tell.