I've had 2 types of experiences here in JV. Good ones and bad ones. It started out awesome, especially when Jiggmin created a subsection dedicated to my thread. Until the majority of bad took over. Then, it took over too much that you guys left me no choice but to unfortunately write a leaving post.
I'm not going to spit out millions of reasons why this community is donkey crap, but I'll give the 3 major reasons.
After a few days of introducing Freerice to JV, I was really proud of how far you guys got. I was really thankful for all the help everyone has contributed to this project. You guys totally destroyed my school's rank easily in just a week. That was the time I was most proud I have ever been in my time here in JV.
Now, why is this such a major reason? Because the side effect.
When you guys said "no, too lazy" "CBA to freerice" "stop telling what to do" you guys made me very upset. I couldn't believe how you posted these things. It's fine for me and everyone else if you don't do Freerice. I understand and everyone else should. But when you post comments and add rudeness to them that you aren't going to help a positive influence, you began to make me start thinking about visiting the Welcoming Gates for a special reason.
Then to make this ever worse, I told you to not post rudeness into helping. I was doing it for the good. Not for the reason, "You are a wannabe mod". Never in my mind did I ever think about becoming a mod because of Freerice. You know, in my deep heart it sincerely would be a huge thing. And I believed that it could be possible. But the red angel on my left shoulder told me that I wouldn't be a mod. And I believed that.
To top the Freerice thing off, you told me that I acted as an owner. Now, this I can debate with.
If you think that I'm not the owner or at least have a bit of power, can you do these?
1. Prune both of the stickied topics on Freerice
2. Delete the Team Jiggmin group on Freerice.
The second major reason is that you guys thought I wanted to be a moderator. Mostly because of my introduction of Freerice to JV, and also because of a few more things.
Maybe I did want to be a mod. I remember I was jealous (Yes, I am finally going to admit it) of every temp. But that was days and days ago. I realized that the stupid admins (No offence, PrinceCharming. You are a true admin) would never select new temps. Only the ones they trust. And when you never take risks like you admins are supposed to, the community you are incharge of gets mad. People who wanted to be mods (Not wannabe mods, real considerable people) might eventually get mad and quit. Yes, of course I wanted to become a mod. But guess what? Just like everyone else. You can hide it and whatever, and I don't expect you to admit it in public and post it. But admit it in your deep hearts. At one point, whether small or large, you wanted to become a moderator. And to all you mods, I don't expect you to admit it in public either, but in your deep hearts. You sat on your computer chair hoping and wishing and some praying to become a moderator every single day. When you got it, you acted like "Oh, well whatever. Cool." But inside you were like "Thank you god, accepting my deepest wishes."
And yes, I admit it too. I wanted to become a mod. But did I suck up to admins? No. I just called them stupid. And to all mods who denied my truth, may bird crap always land on your face.
The third main reason is the conclusion of the community.
THIS IS THE SHTTSEST COMMUNITY EVR LIKE I WANN-
No, I am not doing this. But what I am going to do is-
The minority of this community is kind and generous. Some of them, like my friends in my signature, would even stand up for me or other people, whether they know them or not. And the small fraction of those people would even intervene in any situation. These are the people that JV needs. Not people that would say "Goodbye, great to see your ass not blabbling for once" to this leaving post. I don't expect you to "I'll miss you Usman, I'll add $500 dollars to your PayPal Account". No, just "Bye" and that's all that I would want to be happy for my leaving.
Then, the majority of this community. Irresponsible, rude, careless, suck ups. This doesn't go for everyone that you think you don't belong to the minority, but the majority, which doesn't have to include you. I will have people flaming and my style of debating in religion. Then I get hatred for anything I make in Creation.
I don't feel like typing anymore. I just came from school and I have to do some homework. Then I saw that 3 hours were over and realized that my clock was messed up. That gave a minor shock..
Anyways, I might still be on Creation because the game is just pure awesomeness besides the people. And I'll be on PR2 sometimes too, but I'll avoid the chat as much as possible.
1. Breeve created Aperture Science which was the first frustration. I never heard of it. This is why if you were intelligent enough to read my blog about frustrations, you would see I mentioned that Breeve and myself were first to create Frusts.
2. I didn't expect attention and thanks from this post. There are plenty of ways to get thanks. I got enough thanks from Freerice.
3. Freerice was introduced by me to help the hungry, not to get a blue name.
4. I didn't come online the day after I posted this. Stop saying "See you tomorrow"
5. Apologies to anyone that dislikes me for anything wrong I have done to them. As a leaving member, I'd like to leave without weights on my shoulder saying that I hurt people.