Killer XYZ/Usman XYZ Leaving Post

[XYZ]

I've had 2 types of experiences here in JV. Good ones and bad ones. It started out awesome, especially when Jiggmin created a subsection dedicated to my thread. Until the majority of bad took over. Then, it took over too much that you guys left me no choice but to unfortunately write a leaving post.

I'm not going to spit out millions of reasons why this community is donkey crap, but I'll give the 3 major reasons.

After a few days of introducing Freerice to JV, I was really proud of how far you guys got. I was really thankful for all the help everyone has contributed to this project. You guys totally destroyed my school's rank easily in just a week. That was the time I was most proud I have ever been in my time here in JV.

Now, why is this such a major reason? Because the side effect.

When you guys said "no, too lazy" "CBA to freerice" "stop telling what to do" you guys made me very upset. I couldn't believe how you posted these things. It's fine for me and everyone else if you don't do Freerice. I understand and everyone else should. But when you post comments and add rudeness to them that you aren't going to help a positive influence, you began to make me start thinking about visiting the Welcoming Gates for a special reason.

Then to make this ever worse, I told you to not post rudeness into helping. I was doing it for the good. Not for the reason, "You are a wannabe mod". Never in my mind did I ever think about becoming a mod because of Freerice. You know, in my deep heart it sincerely would be a huge thing. And I believed that it could be possible. But the red angel on my left shoulder told me that I wouldn't be a mod. And I believed that.

To top the Freerice thing off, you told me that I acted as an owner. Now, this I can debate with.

If you think that I'm not the owner or at least have a bit of power, can you do these?

1. Prune both of the stickied topics on Freerice
2. Delete the Team Jiggmin group on Freerice.

The second major reason is that you guys thought I wanted to be a moderator. Mostly because of my introduction of Freerice to JV, and also because of a few more things.

Maybe I did want to be a mod. I remember I was jealous (Yes, I am finally going to admit it) of every temp. But that was days and days ago. I realized that the stupid admins (No offence, PrinceCharming. You are a true admin) would never select new temps. Only the ones they trust. And when you never take risks like you admins are supposed to, the community you are incharge of gets mad. People who wanted to be mods (Not wannabe mods, real considerable people) might eventually get mad and quit. Yes, of course I wanted to become a mod. But guess what? Just like everyone else. You can hide it and whatever, and I don't expect you to admit it in public and post it. But admit it in your deep hearts. At one point, whether small or large, you wanted to become a moderator. And to all you mods, I don't expect you to admit it in public either, but in your deep hearts. You sat on your computer chair hoping and wishing and some praying to become a moderator every single day. When you got it, you acted like "Oh, well whatever. Cool." But inside you were like "Thank you god, accepting my deepest wishes."

And yes, I admit it too. I wanted to become a mod. But did I suck up to admins? No. I just called them stupid. And to all mods who denied my truth, may bird crap always land on your face.

The third main reason is the conclusion of the community.

THIS IS THE SHTTSEST COMMUNITY EVR LIKE I WANN-

No, I am not doing this. But what I am going to do is-

The minority of this community is kind and generous. Some of them, like my friends in my signature, would even stand up for me or other people, whether they know them or not. And the small fraction of those people would even intervene in any situation. These are the people that JV needs. Not people that would say "Goodbye, great to see your ass not blabbling for once" to this leaving post. I don't expect you to "I'll miss you Usman, I'll add $500 dollars to your PayPal Account". No, just "Bye" and that's all that I would want to be happy for my leaving.

Then, the majority of this community. Irresponsible, rude, careless, suck ups. This doesn't go for everyone that you think you don't belong to the minority, but the majority, which doesn't have to include you. I will have people flaming and my style of debating in religion. Then I get hatred for anything I make in Creation.

I don't feel like typing anymore. I just came from school and I have to do some homework. Then I saw that 3 hours were over and realized that my clock was messed up. That gave a minor shock..

Anyways, I might still be on Creation because the game is just pure awesomeness besides the people. And I'll be on PR2 sometimes too, but I'll avoid the chat as much as possible.

Few notes:

1. Breeve created Aperture Science which was the first frustration. I never heard of it. This is why if you were intelligent enough to read my blog about frustrations, you would see I mentioned that Breeve and myself were first to create Frusts.

2. I didn't expect attention and thanks from this post. There are plenty of ways to get thanks. I got enough thanks from Freerice.

3. Freerice was introduced by me to help the hungry, not to get a blue name.

4. I didn't come online the day after I posted this. Stop saying "See you tomorrow"

5. Apologies to anyone that dislikes me for anything wrong I have done to them. As a leaving member, I'd like to leave without weights on my shoulder saying that I hurt people.

Bye, JV.

[Atomic Cata]

O-O

[Insubordination]

Tell us, please.

[XYZ]

Tomorrow.

[Dark Player]

Tomorrow.

Alright, Im the judge here. I sentence Everybody who was mean to him banned for 99999999999999999999999 Years.

[Atomic Cata]

All I see is that you filter evaded..

[XYZ]

Added some crap.

[Lunanova]

I am so out of the loop, I have no idea what is happening

[Dev52~]

Noooo. Don't leave. :c

[Atomic Cata]

Noooooo don't leave!

Alright, Im the judge here. I sentence Everybody who was mean to him banned for 99999999999999999999999 Years.

It's all your fault. >:C

[Dark Player]

Noooooo don't leave!

It's all your fault. >:C

Wtf, what did I do.

[Atomic Cata]

Wtf, what did I do.

Go on his profile and check! >:C

[Insubordination]

1. Welcome to the internet

2. You didn't steal "Frusts", but you didn't create them. Everyone did.

[Empoleon]

1. Welcome to the internet

2. You didn't steal "Frusts", but you didn't create them. Everyone did.

That.
Well, bye, like he said. THIS IS THE INTERNET! You meet random people and you don't expect to get argued with? U ma- U serious?

EDIT: Also you are not the creator of frusts.... Gawd.

[Ridley]

I understand what you mean by being picked on. Believe me, I saw everyone doing it. I will say that if you are planning something that will probably get yourself banned, it won't be worth it in the end. Why can't you just walk away from it? Listen, if you have enough willpower to build and create what you made, you should have enough willpower to stay away from this site without making it impossible to return. Getting yourself banned is almost never a good idea, better leave the option of return open. That's my 2cts.

[Dev52~]

You were a good friend. I wish you didn't have to go.

[Atomic Cata]

Why do you have to leave????? :C

[Atomic Cata]

WHY??? :c

[Travissimo]

No I'm not going to purposely try to get banned.

This is to let you guys know, I'm reserving this because I know before tomorrow I'm going to probably get banned.

I wanted to cry because of the rude things people have said to me today. And I just don't belong here anymore.

I'll write my leaving post tomorrow.

There are reasons why I am leaving.

1. I never really did get any credit or appreciation for the things I made. All I got was more hatred.
2. The start of Freerice was great and I was proud of it. Until you guys thought I was a mod wannabe. I do not want to be mod. This was very rude for you guys to think I created something like this with over 6 million grains donated to charity to become a mod and have a blue name and internet powers.

People have always been like that. They will continue to do that, all over the internet. That's something you have to learn to deal with.

3. When you guys say that I copied creation levels like my frustrations, it makes me very upset. I did not copy or cheat in my entire life. Maybe when I was very little, I can't remember. But nothing major. This is also the reason why I have burnt my most popular levels. XYZ Hotel, XYZ Hotel 2. XYZ Frustration 2 and 3. All these levels got over 15 plays at once, and I burnt them to show if I copied them or not. I was the creator of Frusts. Not the wannabe popular kid.

You deleted your levels because of trolls? :\ I enjoyed 'em.

4. Before I put all this, I felt sympathy for Jiggmin. He deserves much more than a bunch of liars and rotten trolls. He created great games for your entertainment and this is what you give him.

Gotta love generalizations in which you call a lot of people liars and trolls. Also, I honestly don't understand how any of what happened to you affects Jiggmin... (Why would this upset him? I mean, have you seen Pr1?!)

5. The smart alecs in this community pissed me off. "She's a theist because this and that and get's mad at this because of this, but not that". If you wanna be smart, show your talents in school. Not on forums in an Internet website.

I'm not sure what event caused you to feel this way, but "If you wanna be smart, show your talents in school." is a really quite strange comment to make. Why would you want to be act like you have no knowledge on the internet? Why can't you show off in both school as well as JV?

The worst thing was number 2.

People say that I was a genius to introduce this to JV. Even my family and relatives know about Team Jiggmin Freericers. But at least you guys made something come true, top 50. And that was all I wanted to achieve with this project. I thought I would update some more often, until you mistaked me for being a mod wannabe. Here is the truth:

So you told your mom/dad/siblings/cousins/uncles (you get the point >.<) about FreeRice... that's great. You got a specific subforum created on this site just for FreeRice... and you want more recognition? Once again, people have often accused others of being suck ups or 'wannabes' ... that is normal. This is the internet, that is going to happen.

All of you people who say that I'm a mod wannabe are wannabes yourself. You are allowed to hide it from your posts, but not your hearts. It is the truth and you can't deny it. You want that blue name killer badly. You'd give as many spare fingers for it. And that's the truth.

I think you are being a little dramatic.

Now for the moderation system.

You mods think that when you infract a person it will prevent them from continuing. I sent Jiggmin about my friend Prariredog to be unbanned. he was sincerely unfairly banned.

Are you kidding me? Prarire made multiple posts multiple users. On top of that he created more threads after I locked his first thread. Later, I saw him on your frustration level saying. "At least I can still troll people with thanks." If that still sounds unfair....

All you mods out there. Listen up and here the truth:

You are taking your jobs too seriously. You see me say "dumbass" And you quickly infract me. Why? Because you think you are helping. You aren't helping. JV has, is and always will be the same. Even if you're brownie blue names will give you some power, it's to your advantage. Not the players. Quit taking your jobs seriously, take it more as a free time community service thing.

By taking our jobs too seriously do you mean doing our 'jobs'? @Italics: wat. Quit doing our job? Nah.

Honestly, I'm not quite sure what made you snap, you seemed like a nice, relaxed guy. Sorry you feel this way.

This is badly written, editing later.

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[User Z]

Bye xyz, just so you know I never thought you were a mod wannabe and I never thought you stole levels.