Prism
Epilogue

Saying goodbye is really hard... just went through a break up. Even being the one to initiate it, it hurt, because I genuinely care about him... I just can't bring myself to love him anymore.
The worst part is that I don't even know why I can't bring myself to love him anymore. He doesn't deserve this, but I can't help it.
*sigh*
What am I supposed to do now?

dont wanna bore you with details, but i got sick on a trip to a place i really wanted to go, ended up on the verge of vomiting on the car ride home, cried a bit, went to sleep, been a raging b**** ever since

and it doesnt help that im tired right now too but I cant sleep, cant take sleeping pills, no foods or drinks that help me sleep, what do i do man

Even though I've been female for about 14 years, I still cannot understand any woman I have ever met or made friends with.

Maybe I really am a guy in spirit, I mean, as a female I should be able to understand... but no, I don't. <:c

And it seems like every girl I end up becoming friends... augh I just don't even know, man.

Are there any people out there who understand women better than I do that can just like... help me? ;w;

Yep, next month I'm getting a wittle baby chicken. c:
I'm not sure what I wanna name it though. I'm torn between Lucy, Serenity (the two names of my favorite chickens from harvest moon) or Scootaloo (for obvious reasons if you're a brony)

chickens aaaaaaah

Woo, long story short, Jo and I are taking a little break. So, I'm single.. but only temporarily.
I feel like a giant weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. Even if I love the person I'm in a relationship with more than ANYTHING, I still love the freedom of being single.

Sooo happy. ;w;