by, 29th June 2012 at 08:26 PM (301 Views)
Does anybody else know that feeling when you see something or someone from your past, and then think about all the stupid stuff you did, and all the negative influences you had?
I know that feeling. So much. Especially right now for some reason. -facedesk-
I swear, I used to be so awful...
I was a 12 year old jerk who thought that my mental problems gave me the right to treat other people like shit, and I was ignorant enough to allow myself get manipulated by multiple people, and let myself fall victim to temptation multiple times.
Perhaps I'm not the pinnacle of knowledge now, perhaps my judgement isn't fantastic, and perhaps I'm still pretty annoying (I used to talk about myself a lot, that's not a trait that I have been able to get rid of), but I'm still so glad I've matured, even if only slightly.
Anybody else ever just wished they could take back a lot of stuff from their past like that?
(also, I still feel like shit.)