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Bastet
, 29th June 2012 at 08:26 PM (308 Views)
Does anybody else know that feeling when you see something or someone from your past, and then think about all the stupid stuff you did, and all the negative influences you had?
I know that feeling. So much. Especially right now for some reason. -facedesk-
I swear, I used to be so awful...
I was a 12 year old jerk who thought that my mental problems gave me the right to treat other people like shit, and I was ignorant enough to allow myself get manipulated by multiple people, and let myself fall victim to temptation multiple times.
Perhaps I'm not the pinnacle of knowledge now, perhaps my judgement isn't fantastic, and perhaps I'm still pretty annoying (I used to talk about myself a lot, that's not a trait that I have been able to get rid of), but I'm still so glad I've matured, even if only slightly.

Anybody else ever just wished they could take back a lot of stuff from their past like that?
(also, I still feel like shit.)
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  1. Atom Heart Mother's Avatar
    Oh, hell yes I've felt this. It tortures me everyday. Ugh :c
  2. Bastet's Avatar
    [QUOTE=Atom Heart Mother;bt360886]Oh, hell yes I've felt this. It tortures me everyday. Ugh :c[/QUOTE]
    THANK YOU ;_;
    Somebody who shares my pain :c
  3. Cirmentia's Avatar
    If you don't mind me asking:

    1. What mental problems do you have? ADHD? Dyslexia?

    2. You let yourself fall victim to which temptations, exactly?

    Now that I've asked my questions, I'll respond -- You're not annoying. I think you're one of the more mature people of the community, and I have an immense amount of respect for you. Basically, all of the things that you said about yourself that were potentially negative, I entirely disagree with.

    As for the last couple of lines, I don't really have horrible past experiences that I dearly wish I could take back. Everything I've done has made me who I am, and I'm happy.
  4. Bastet's Avatar
    [QUOTE=Gοd;bt360889]If you don't mind me asking:

    [B]1.[/B] What mental problems do you have? ADHD? Dyslexia?

    [B]2.[/B] You let yourself fall victim to which temptations, exactly?

    Now that I've asked my questions, I'll respond -- You're not annoying. I think you're one of the more mature people of the community, and I have an immense amount of respect for you. Basically, all of the things that you said about yourself that were potentially negative, I entirely disagree with.

    As for the last couple of lines, I don't really have horrible past experiences that I dearly wish I could take back. Everything I've done has made me who I am, and I'm happy.[/QUOTE]
    1. ADD, Bi Polar Disorder, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Depression, OCD, Social Anxiety, and my therapist says I might also have some other mental problems that went undiagnosed.
    2. People were always tempting me to do things that hurt other people. I also did drugs once because of temptation but it was just weed so whatever.

    Thanks for being so nice about it.
  5. Cirmentia's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by Prism
    1. ADD, Bi Polar Disorder, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Depression, OCD, Social Anxiety, and my therapist says I might also have some other mental problems that went undiagnosed.
    2. People were always tempting me to do things that hurt other people. I also did drugs once because of temptation but it was just weed so whatever.

    Thanks for being so nice about it.
    You're welcome. In case you have any suspicions dangling in the back of your mind, I didn't say that to make you feel better. I meant it.

    Edit: Forgot to say thanks for answering my questions. I know they're a bit personal.
  6. doubleth!nk's Avatar
    Trust me, I feel the same way.
  7. J3NNiF3R's Avatar
    thats so weird
    ive been feeling the same way today about all the stupid decisions i made