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Lunanova
, 27th January 2011 at 08:47 PM (361 Views)
lately I have been inactive, whatever, I'm busy.
I have a week long trip to go on next week, I'm in another play, as well as pep band games every friday... I have the ACT to deal with too ;-;

I've been getting so much sleep to combat the busyness but still I am stressed and today was just IT. I'm basically the assistant choir director and a section leader in my choir class (because I'm just about the only competent one to do so) and today was just ridiculous. I was attempting to get work done in my section today for sectionals (where we break apart and work on music) and I'm in charge so if we don't get much done, I'm the one to blame... and so today my section was being just disrespectful and rude, acting like they can just ignore what I say when we're in sectionals. I mean, I expect to be treated with the same respect as the teacher when I'm working with my section. Usually I can tolerate it but this time it was ridiculous.

And now I'm mad at a friend (he probably thinks I'm being ridiculous) but he just doesn't see what I have to deal with and how he pissed me off and I always forget that I'm seriously a psycho-b**** when I'm angry.
I'll seriously contemplate ways to ruin his life and sabotage his relationships and everything. I feel like a "mean girl" >.>

NOT to mention I also have a bad habit of not eating (which makes me more cranky), eating too much (which makes me bloated and angry), or angrily throwing away food whenever I get mad... I know, I should stop but I just can't think clearly when I'm angry. ME ANGRY.



well, I'm done ranting here, I guess you have a lot of patience if you read this, so thank you.

bye~
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  1. LanceLH :3's Avatar
    Sounds tough, good luck!
  2. Sileo's Avatar
    Coffee usually makes me happier, but hope everything goes well.
  3. steepslope's Avatar
    why did you email me about weight loss
  4. Kelgis's Avatar
    I can't really say much in a blog. You know very well that if anything bothers you, I'll always be up for talking with ya.

    What I can say though, is that screw all those dumb disrespectful people. You know what I say? If the world throws rocks at you, you show to that damn retarded world that rocks aren't goin' to flippin' take you down. Screw those idiots, show them you are better than them. Or something like that.

    Also, I was really surprised with your reaction to what I said on chat. Careful not to transform yourself too much because of those things. I have lost a few friends because of those transformations.
  5. Tendus's Avatar
    It's High school, teenagers actually enjoy acting like idiots. I really hope they can get their act together for this, and if they're too immature to do it, then don't feel bad, it's not your fault. As far as the ACT goes, as long as you paid attention in class and know your stuff there really is little to nothing to worry about.

    If your mad, then take some time to do things you enjoy, even if you do become less active. It's better to balance your life then be here everyday. Here's hoping things work out for you.
  6. Nfong's Avatar
    Next time your group decides to goof around, try to take action. If you have enough authority to give out punishments, dish 'em out.
    Hope everything turns out well for you, and remember that there's always people out there rooting for ya.
  7. ShadowZtar's Avatar
    I understand completely.

    Trust me, there are a lot of disrespectul people out there, and as Hauke said, they can just get screwed. If your in charge, then just punish them for thier stupidity.

    And I know you're really angry about it, but don't let it all get to you, or you may end up doing something you will regret. I've had the feeling quite a few times in the past... but anyways, just try doing something that you enjoy, and I hope things turn out for the better.

    ..Sorry if i'm not helping here... i'm not the best of speakers...
  8. LSD's Avatar
    You're too nice to be an idiot, those other people are jackasses.