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by, 27th January 2011 at 08:47 PM (361 Views)
lately I have been inactive, whatever, I'm busy.
I have a week long trip to go on next week, I'm in another play, as well as pep band games every friday... I have the ACT to deal with too ;-;
I've been getting so much sleep to combat the busyness but still I am stressed and today was just IT. I'm basically the assistant choir director and a section leader in my choir class (because I'm just about the only competent one to do so) and today was just ridiculous. I was attempting to get work done in my section today for sectionals (where we break apart and work on music) and I'm in charge so if we don't get much done, I'm the one to blame... and so today my section was being just disrespectful and rude, acting like they can just ignore what I say when we're in sectionals. I mean, I expect to be treated with the same respect as the teacher when I'm working with my section. Usually I can tolerate it but this time it was ridiculous.
And now I'm mad at a friend (he probably thinks I'm being ridiculous) but he just doesn't see what I have to deal with and how he pissed me off and I always forget that I'm seriously a psycho-b**** when I'm angry.
I'll seriously contemplate ways to ruin his life and sabotage his relationships and everything. I feel like a "mean girl" >.>
NOT to mention I also have a bad habit of not eating (which makes me more cranky), eating too much (which makes me bloated and angry), or angrily throwing away food whenever I get mad... I know, I should stop but I just can't think clearly when I'm angry. ME ANGRY.
well, I'm done ranting here, I guess you have a lot of patience if you read this, so thank you.