Starry Skies and Fallen Angels

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Kanon Adolfus
, 4th August 2010 at 08:49 PM (604 Views)
I'm sorry...for everything that I caused. I realize now, that I'm no where near the person you need me to be. I wish I could still figure out how to change myself for you. So that you can be happy, so that you dont have to deal with the pain I bring.

Sometimes, I wish we never met so you never would have had to know what I am. If we could have just passed by...your life could have gone on so peacefully...and I could have kept my pains to myself. But of course our fates had to cross, and I had to fall in love with you...and you fell in love with me...

I'm sorry for all of this, I'm sorry for being weak, I'm sorry for being so cowardous. If we left and never met again, maybe it'd be better, but of course that cant happen just because fate is cruel to those who cannot be strong on thier own...I love you I truly do, but at the same time I cant stand to hurt you in the ways that I do...

I dont want it to end like this,
I never wanted to be this fallen angel..
I wish I could have done more for you...
because you did so much for me.

There are many quotes that express the same ideas...but my favorite version is the one:

"Some people come into our lives, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never the same."
- Franz Schubert

You changed me forever and always, and I wont ever stop loving you. Even if you decided for some reason to leave me, I'd always have fond memories of you and the kindess you showed me. You reminded me that people arent all bad...that they arent all cruel...that there really is happiness and trust in this world...I'm sorry for everything I've ever done to you, truly I am

Itsumademo ai****eru yo [I love you forever]
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  1. Kyo's Avatar
    You are not weak, you're stronger than you know. Why do you think you're still alive? You have the will to live, you just need to find where you've hidden it within your heart. You can hurt me a thousand times, I don't care. My love for you, my respect for you... the promises, the pain, the things you've done for me... This is all the reason I love you, I won't give up on you, and you shouldn't give up on yourself either. I'm here to help you through all of your pain, I can just ignore my own, it doesn't hurt anymore, not while you're still living in the world and in my heart. Just stay alive, and let me return the favor.... please...
  2. Dealth's Avatar
    Huh. Stop being so hard on yourself. The world is below expectations because you want it that way.


    Life is what you make it, Not what it is.

    Take a breather and let it out in a positive way. It works, Everything works. As long as you want it to.
  3. Lunanova's Avatar
    Dealth, you can't just expect someone to get better just like THAT. It is a long and arduous journey that takes time. I know your intentions are good but it doesn't always work that way. Times are troubling and all you can hope is to get better.

    <3 Kiri-chan, we'll always be good friends...
    and remember, happiness is only a hairflip away
  4. Dealth's Avatar
    Quote Originally Posted by Lunanova
    Dealth, you can't just expect someone to get better just like THAT. It is a long and arduous journey that takes time. I know your intentions are good but it doesn't always work that way. Times are troubling and all you can hope is to get better.

    <3 Kiri-chan, we'll always be good friends...
    and remember, happiness is only a hairflip away
    Yeah, I know. While saying that I kinda felt out of place. But it really depends on points of view.

    Just be strong.. And don't give up