Starry Skies and Fallen Angels
by, 4th August 2010 at 08:49 PM (604 Views)
I'm sorry...for everything that I caused. I realize now, that I'm no where near the person you need me to be. I wish I could still figure out how to change myself for you. So that you can be happy, so that you dont have to deal with the pain I bring.
Sometimes, I wish we never met so you never would have had to know what I am. If we could have just passed by...your life could have gone on so peacefully...and I could have kept my pains to myself. But of course our fates had to cross, and I had to fall in love with you...and you fell in love with me...
I'm sorry for all of this, I'm sorry for being weak, I'm sorry for being so cowardous. If we left and never met again, maybe it'd be better, but of course that cant happen just because fate is cruel to those who cannot be strong on thier own...I love you I truly do, but at the same time I cant stand to hurt you in the ways that I do...
I dont want it to end like this,
I never wanted to be this fallen angel..
I wish I could have done more for you...
because you did so much for me.
There are many quotes that express the same ideas...but my favorite version is the one:
"Some people come into our lives, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never the same."
- Franz Schubert
You changed me forever and always, and I wont ever stop loving you. Even if you decided for some reason to leave me, I'd always have fond memories of you and the kindess you showed me. You reminded me that people arent all bad...that they arent all cruel...that there really is happiness and trust in this world...I'm sorry for everything I've ever done to you, truly I am
Itsumademo ai****eru yo [I love you forever]