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My point is, you can get a job, you can improve by yourself. If your home's environment sucks so much, leave it; your mother has no right to control your life like that.
I'm 18 but I'm still in school with no job. Or decent grades. Or a college fund. :c
I don't mind reading that stuff, don't worry. You're not the first one to tell me about what's going on either.
And weren't you 18 or so?
Where is the positivity though? I've had a long history of depression, my family is at poverty level, my mom is abusive to me, my parents are divorced. I never get to see my dad. I have no idea where he is, but every night I think about him... I never could sleep very well because I have so many horrible thoughts in my mind. I was and still am afraid... Nobody seems to care how I feel, and somehow it seems like it's only getting worse. I've tried therapy, but that doesn't seem to work. My mom threatens me and won't let me contact my dad. Everyone at school practically despises me. The only thing that keeps me going and makes me feel better is going on JV and talking to people that care about my feelings. I often wonder why this all happens to me. Sorry for probably putting you in a sad mood, but I had to get this out there. I don't care if other people see this, I just want to stop bottling my emotions, or it's going to end up killing me.
Remember that positivity is actually more common, it's just that negativity hits you harder.
I try to be positive but nobody seems to care anyway.
Assuming you'll get poorly treated usually results in you being poorly treated, as surprising as that might sound. There's more positivity in these parts than you might see, although there's a lot of people (almost everyone, I'd say) who seem to hate "sorry stories" (true or not), and immediately reply with attacks to them.
Nobody ever says anything nice to say so I just assume everything said towards me is negative... It's how it always has been. Nobody seems to care about other people's feelings, I guess.
(And I don't mean it to offend, it's a simple question.)
I didn't... why are you so sensitive?