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Ah I see, maybe you could find new friends with the same interests as you in college. Of course you don't have to go however but as far as I know finding a job gets a lot easier that way.
My dads gone a lot, but he does occasionally cook, doesn't clean much other than dishes. I do occasionaly get a break but I dislike my current irl friendships- all my friends want to do is go out and drink. I dont like to. As for college I know itd be best to go and stuffs, but idk. lol.
Oh that sucks. :c Do you cook and clean for your dad too? :s Try to get a college education that gives you a fairly stable job. (also I heard that a lot of people want to be photographers now-days so I wouldn't aim for that as a job if you don't like competition. How come your dad can't live and take care of your grandpa once in a while so you get a break? I don't really know how expensive it is to live in the citys our outside of the citys in canada or the us so I can't really give you an opinion there, sorry. I don't mind a bit of ranting once in a while. :]
Well, I'm currently looking after my grandpa. He broke his hip a few months ago, and I'm basically a maid at my dads. I cook and clean every day, its really repetitive and gets boring. I dont mind, I love my grandpa but still, early 20's (I'm turning 19 this year) are supposed to be like everyones 'best years' and here I am just.. sitting around. I dont know what to do for college, photography isn't that interesting to me anymore so I have no idea what to try and pursue for a career, not that I'd have much money saved up to go, since I'd have to get a car to drive myself back and forth from college- unless I move into the city, in which I'd need a pretty good job to keep up with bills- gha sorry I'm ranting a bit.
Consider that life used to be about survival more then pleasure once. So once you figured out what you can make a living of you start focusing about the stuff that's fun. At least that's how I see it. How come you don't want to be where you are now? (as in the place you live in right now) It's allways nice to remember when things where easier. :c Oh and you will fall asleep in the sun or in the water if you don't try to get some rest soon. xP
I dont know, a part of me feels I'm only doing this because I don't really know what to do now. I'm out of school, saving up money, busy with my current life (which isn't anywhere I want to be by the way). I guess its nice to just remember the good old days sometimes. Its actually 4 am. :s I'm supposed to be going to the beach later today...
It's always nice to just stop and think about everything around you and yourself. Helps people relax more and usually get stuff done too. Isn't it like 6am for you now btw? :S
Eh, I can't sleep. As usual I'm way over thinking things but it somewhat calms me.
Just fine thanks. How have you been? ^^
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