Just Random Life Events

*sigh* I think I'm going to have to stay away from here for awhile...I don't have good enough grades for my mom right now...and if I don't get them up soon, she's probably going to make me stop using the computer ;-; I'm sorry about this...I'll check in maybe once a day, reply to who talks to me, and stuff...but I won't be able to sit here and chat much anymore, or do stuff like that. Blarg, my mom is stupid...gaoo....

As of this moment I have:
Advanced Orchestra: 100%
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Ahaha~ I realized the last blog I made like this was rather...incomplete per say. So I thought I'd make a new one :3 Soo...Lets begin shall we?

-Kay, soo like...background? I'm chinese ^^" never knew my parents but im almost positive im a full blooded chinese person :3
-I'm an Anime fan...it can get pretty extreme sometimes x3
-I do happen to support shoujo-ai if you know what that is x3 dont think im wierd, its not obsession wise I just like how the couples always ...

Sitting and waiting by the window,
The rain falls making little sounds on the window.
the sky is gray, the world is so very bleak.

I close my eyes and hear the soft music comming from my headphones,
the sound continues to make me content, and I begin to let my mind wander.
The only thing that comes to mind is him...
Its the only thing that matters at the moment.

I smile and open my eyes to that bleak grey world,
and the ...

well...I think that I may have fallen for someone again. Yet I'm cautious because love has let me down more than twice already. Its a complicatd feeling isnt it? I mean...well...I dont know, I feel safe and content when I speak with him....its the weirdest thing. Not sure how to explain it, but...but I still wanna be with him. i never asked for his age, and I never did anything else, its just talking but...its a good feeling to have, it makes me feel so safe. Im talking in circles I know, I guess ...

At long last I got a youtube channel again! Im tired of not having one and not being able to post my vids weather they're good or crappy. So yeah.

If you wanna check it out this is it ->http://www.youtube.com/user/azuchanz

If not then dont bother, I just thought I'd let you know, and hopefully I'll become more active making anime amv's again, like actuall amv's instead of just the slideshows x3 soo hope you enjoy please feel free to comment if its nice and not flaming. ...