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I have found the perfect birthday present for my boyfriend. This is awesome.
I plan on getting him this: [URL]http://www.thinkgeek.com/geektoys/ed6b/[/URL]
Along with multiple NES/SNES games he either used to have or has been trying to get for a while. Plus a Gameboy game. The only problem is that I need about 180 dollars to get all this stuff (rough estimate)... at least I have until September to make all that money... I'm poor and my parents are cheapskates, so I'm probably gonna have ...

he just took some bath salts
shits gonna go down
[SIZE=1]pirate says he loves you[/SIZE]

Does anybody else know that feeling when you see something or someone from your past, and then think about all the stupid stuff you did, and all the negative influences you had?
I know that feeling. So much. Especially right now for some reason. -facedesk-
I swear, I used to be so awful...
I was a 12 year old jerk who thought that my mental problems gave me the right to treat other people like shit, and I was ignorant enough to allow myself get manipulated by multiple people, and ...

Okay so lately I've been getting really mad for no reason and acting dumb and my vision is all ****ed up. Everything is spinning and I dunno how to make it stop... @_@
I've also been especially depressed, but only at the most random times possible. I'm so confused. D:

I've never been to Disney World, despite living in Orlando. Buuut my sister works there so she's bribing me. I babysit her kids for like two hours and I get to go with her tomorrow, maybe even bring my boyfriend if his parents say yes. <3333
ahhhhhh I feel so awesomeeee