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Well... I think those breathing problems I was having were actually a panic attack.
During P.E. today... I dunno what came over me, but I just couldn't breathe at all. I thought my breathing problems were over, I was confused... I told my teacher and I told her that I felt like I was having a panic attack, and there was nothing she could do for me, so I just let her tell me to sit down. I eventually started crying. Some people stared, some asked what was wrong but I was too afraid to say "Yeah, ...

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I don't understand any of this at all...
But I think I like it.

... well, I went to the Centra Care... the results are in...
THEY HAVE NO BLOODY IDEA WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!
Eeeyup, they don't know if it's serious or not, or even what it is.
It started off with it just being "Yeah yeah everything is fine, so I dunno what's wrong.", they suggested maybe I was having a panic attack. I didn't have a fever, I was perfectly healthy aside from my breathing problems, so, they went to take an x-ray. After that was done he came in.. asked me ...

... or, weeks, rather.
This is just a blog I'm writing to vent, you don't need to read it. Just feels good writing out blogs.
So far it's just been problem after problem.
I started off on Monday with minor breathing problems and it's gotten to the point where I have to force myself to breathe, and if I don't try hard enough I get dizzy and my chest hurts. Which means I'm going to have to miss my karate class tonight. My mom and I take the class together so maybe she can recap for ...

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Now goodnight JV. <3