The City of Townsville

ok so I try to open steam
boom it crashes
so now the computer gets really ****ed up
the tabs in firefox glitch up and everytime I minimize a window or open a new one, steam opens up
But! it's not a full window of steam, it's like the outline of a window but nothing else
so I turn my computer off then turn it on again
the computer fan all of a sudden gets REALLY loud, like the computer's about to overheat
I log in
the fan cools down
everything's ...

I forgot how life-changingly good these are

ok so I talk to girls much more often than I do guys
because 1. the girls at my school aren't assholes like the guys
and 2. it's not like I care if the guys like me, however I need the girls to like me cause eventually I'll be going out with one
so how does hanging out with girls make me "gay"
just
what

ok that's cool I guess

looking back at all those comments on my last blog and seeing how many of you care about me really helps
but still, i just can't help but think that my life isn't going to change soon
i still feel that I just need to end it